IT HURTS
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IT HURTS

It hurts loving someone who doesn’t love you the way you love them. Even though you know you are worth more than what you are getting. It hurts having to beg someone to love you beg, to stay loyal. It hurts knowing that you sharing someone you love and you do not have it in…

I WISH I KNEW HOW
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I WISH I KNEW HOW

How to take away all the pain How to stop the hurting How to stop all this crying Only God knows how bad I wish I knew How I could stop loving too much so I would hurt less How I could let go so that I can move on How I could stop forcing…

BECAUSE I AM SICK OF WHAT IS NOT ME
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BECAUSE I AM SICK OF WHAT IS NOT ME

Been overthinking about stuff I cannot handle things that are out of my angle  stuff that I am afraid of stuff that I am not proud of stuff that I cannot pretend to stand I want but at the same time I do not want a hand my thoughts spinning going wild I could swear…

TO MY FATHER
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TO MY FATHER

The day is born and it will end There can be joy in the morning and pain in the evening When you are there thinking “what could go wrong.” Forgetting that the Earth is rotating Anything can turn around any second The possibilities are endless If only i had known Thursday the second of July…

SEPARATED FROM REALITY
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SEPARATED FROM REALITY

I sit in my room as the hours go by I look at the ceiling and imagine it’s the sky I ponder about life but I don’t know why Deafening silence in the room I can feel the darkness loom Sound of the watch brings me back to reality The tik tok sounds remind me…

LOVE CANNOT HEAL ME
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LOVE CANNOT HEAL ME

The thing is we all want to be remembered We all want to keep in touch with people we care about I know you don’t want a million admirers, You only wanted one And you got it Maybe you went love widely but you were loved deeply And isn’t what most of us get You…

THE HEART OF A LESBIAN
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THE HEART OF A LESBIAN

Mama told me be happy I love you as you are But the world, the place they say is my future throw stones at me, Harsh words have turned to greeting for me, I’m famous to all by being the demonic child that need Jesus, Forget about the boys who say raping me will turn…

PARDON
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PARDON

There’s a tale being toldNot a new tale, it’s very oldWhen you’re the oneWhose name is in the storyThen the story is new to you There’s a time that they will all blame youAnd a time they want to shame youInto taking all their angerOut on you Well pardon me if I am always cryingAnd…

SELF LOVE
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SELF LOVE

As I began to love myself I found that anguish and emotional suffering are only warning signs that I was living against my own truth. Today I know this is AUTHENTICITY As I began to love myself I understood how much it can offend someoneAs I try to force my desires on this person, even…

HE’LL NEVER KNOW
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HE’LL NEVER KNOW

How much it hurtAll the pain he caused insideGave him my all, but I was never enoughAll I wanted was for him to love me backWas it too much to ask for? He hurt me badly, the pain is deepI knew he was cheatingBut I didn’t have it in me toleave himHe would tell me…