|My biggest fear is going to hell, but I love hell keeps me alive. If my biggest fear is going to hell then how come I love it? And how does hell keep me alive? I don’t even know what hell looks like, I’ve never been to hell before. Life is as you already know is not easy, and some of these things that happen in our lives or which we go through can cause us to have suicidal thoughts. The life I have belongs I believe to God for it is him who brought me to this world and so he owns me. And so if there’s anyone who has a right to take away my life it is him. Nobody except for him has a right to take away my life, not even me. |
God is the one who gave me this life that I have that’s why I’m saying that he alone has a right to take away my life. And it is I strongly believe a sin for me to take away my life (commit suicide). I got no right to take away my life, the life that God gave me. What happens when someone commits suicide is that they die. If I commit suicide I will die. It is I strongly believe a sin for me to take away my life for it is God who gave me this life that I have. There is, unfortunately, no salvation after death so if I sin by committing suicide there’s only one place I can go to, that place is hell, for there is no salvation after death. And so though I may at some point have suicidal thoughts I will never take away my life. For if I do so (commit suicide) I will I strongly believe go straight to hell.
My biggest fear is going to hell for it is a very horrible place, I don’t ever want to go to hell. And because I fear hell so much and believe I will go there (to hell) if I ever commit suicide I will for that reason never commit suicide. Hell keeps me alive. It is because of hell that I will never commit suicide. Hell is the reason why I’m still breathing. If it wasn’t for the hell I would I believe have already committed suicide. And so for the first time ever in my life, I wanna thank God for hell, for God is the one who created hell. I always think about hell whenever I have suicidal thoughts. I will never commit suicide, there’s no way I can ever commit suicide because I know that whatever I’m going through or that which I may still go through in time to come is nothing compared to hell. I love hell, not because it is a lovely place, we all know it isn’t, I love it because it keeps me alive.